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So today I awoke with one thing on my mind,let me tell you it wasn't about any angel,or devil,maybe well...I don't know...this girl who is one of a kind(thanks Ana). All the time,and I just don't know why...seems like ever day she seems to be there all the while,and in that time she seems so free and wild.I'll tell she's important to me,even if I just see here as friend,better than anyone els. Man I just don't know why,but she's always someone I can trust.So here in the light nobody knows except me that she saved me.All this time I thought there was no point in life till that day when she became someone to me.She showed me the beauty of lif

          So the final and oh so fatal question lies before thee,as you hide cowardly is there such thing as destiny?The lights shine in your eyes as a cross lies before you an open door swings towards you and answers only lie beyond it.Yet here we are again!Another untold story,of sadness of glory and ignorence....         As the haunting music plays in the church beyond here,a racing heart beat,the feeling of paranoia and fear.No!Never!I refuse to believe it!Never give into it!Never be enslaved by it!If we're doomed as what we are this is indeed an untold story,of sadness without glory but I will not believe it...I won't be a slave...to a

           Into another battle and this will tear me to pieces,putting myself into the worst situations just to see what they know.How sad in history it felt like every one that we've ever seen was the same to me.Guess it doesn't matter the difference,this is the same damn world with the same afflictions.          No matter how much I want to deny we're all human,but that fact never goes away like a bitter memory,all the nicknames always given,and rumors that spread again.No matter what words go,we're still human so...just go...            We can attempt to kill our emotions if that's what it means,to not feel a thing and get back on our

                                               The end is near...                                          I can feel it in my veins,blood boiling like water.                                          I don't know what lies beyond death....                                          Only can welcome it with open arms.                                            Through all pain and suffering in this life...                                          all the suffering is to prepare us for death...                                              Distance from those we love.....loss of everything                                           em

                                    I wake up screaming in the dark from a nightmare i never had. This one was about my brother,killing my wicked dad.Last night i dreamed of being a spiritual soldier,losing my comm rads..It all seemed so real,every shot from a bullet, every cut from a sword was only mine to feel.                                    Sadness overcame me as I saw my friend on the floor.My hatred took control of me,as my eyes turned to slits.The force of seeing someone close,gone was so much more.From causing my loved ones suffering,I seek blood and gore.A monster formed inside of,a nightmare uncontrolled by me.There was nothin

                                       Spin this web of 'love' of 'hope' in the end you know that the gods have failed you too...Life is just a nightmare filled with false hopes and successions in the end it will all end in deppression.                                     On the ground and I don't care what happens next,thats as true as any of you.My life is about to end and so I say farewell I'd like to say it's been good but that would be a lie.Living those who kill a part of me everyday and before I die I swear to you good friends I will make them pay.                                     So alone..swallowed by the darkness my only blan

 Well...I've been thinking lately...how the world is...well here's how I feel...I suppose....                                      Breakin down on this road,and when I finally hit the ground...I'm understanding the reasons now..we're as different as light and darkness the questions how?You stand for the light that wants to protect everyone now...I stand in the darkness that pushes everything away...do you see?...                                   You only wish to hold,to help,to love,and rescue....I only wish to let it happen too...seeing them as something that must die..but it's nothing new...or...that was until I met you...          

                                    There is a darkness that always resides....and now I'll tell you what it is...all the time...so love life while it's here, pray for it when it's gone..don't let the monsters know your scared or you will surely die.                                   Distance yourself from the world,it will not be for your good...all hope will be gone,you'll become blind, and will not see the light of dawn. You will hate all life,you will cause them to die.Loved ones and friends, they all meet the same end.You take their lives with a simple knife. Time goes by,you lose control, and know what you've done,but can't feel any s

 Good-bye...Josh...   Everday I hold in pain,can't take it any more! No more hate,to fill this empty space,and now I don't think you ever understood.This is the price I pay!No more waiting for you friend,cause I've bend and I'm about to break..can't you see I am not okay?! Don't you hear me scream....I am changing and you will never know.....Now I'll get this out of my way....   Can't-can't you see!? I'm not like you in any way! I'm the failure in your way..and now your slipping away,nothing els I can say...except..I will die today..I am losing it..and me,you can't save!  You thought you had the cure,but now look at my blood on the floo

As a damned...hahahaha...                     All this weeping no one cares,try to breath the nice clean air,halted by the worlds hatred of the burden in which we bare. Hope for a kiss,lose your way,fools all around you,people that will oh so pay.Hope for them make them pray,they don't see what you stand as to this day.                     You walk the nights hoping to be freed but no one can save us as you know, too much to be loved even under the mistletoe.What a life you live that no one knows.                   See us here walking on plain air,watching you and killing THEM without true fear. If you've seen it you would never let it

every single step is a photograph every single song is a birth every single blink is a new awaking yeah you're an angel brought to eath standing on the edge of everything looking down upon everyone standing on the edge of everything the only thing i need is your love awake and dying i look back on good times when we were happy and love was as common as dimes standing on the edge of everything looking down upon everyone standing on the edge of everything the only thing i need is your love mr wilde once said that beauty was everything i'd have to disagree because he was wrong 'cause every time that i said that i was in love wi

[Verse 1] It's been a while Since I could say That I truly enjoy My life this way It's been like this for far too long Something's gonna give Stumbling through the darkness Is this how I'm supposed to live? [Chorus] Where do you go When the people You're supposed to turn to Aren't there? What do you do When those people Don't even care? [Verse 2] Going through life At a snail's pace Sick of being called A fucking disgrace Can't feel the time Can't feel the space Why do I feel So out of place? [Chorus] Where do you go When the people You're supposed to turn to Aren't there? What do you do When those people Do